Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Oh my, poor slipper has been with me for 2 long years. Inin bought it for me, and I have been using ever since. How am I going to live without it now? Not until I can have a replacement isn't it. Poor wallet too, in such a bad shape. Got it from Inin 2 years ago too, I'm still holding on to it. Until a replacement too, I guess..
But hey, 23rd June coming soon.. =P
Actually I just got home from my usual jog. But something went wrong halfway through, and I completed the rest of the run, limping. Seems like my old thigh wound have not recovered and it was aggravated. Worse, my shin hurts quite abit, and my loin as well. My whole left leg feels rusty and useless, giving me a big jot of pain every step I took. Walking is still alright, but I guess no more jogging for me for a long long time..
Have been tearing quite abit recently. Windstruck, the thought of losing your love ones to Death, urgh. 1 Litre of Tears, literally brought out the emotional side of me. And I saw My Girl & I today, just as touching as Windstruck. But I still prefer the original jap version though, more feelings more tears. My Girl & I was just a lesser korean variation..
But the thing that made me teared the most, was my new pair of contact lens..
4 more days before cousin Nelson goes Tekong. Good luck to him, new chapter of life awaits. He's goner have fun with the all the guys. Lets just hope he doesn't bend down during showers, hiak hiak.. =X
Tomorrow goner be a long day for me, waking early early in the morning, sigh..
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Weather was cool, the breeze made me feel good. Watching the raindrops falling, it somehow showed me a beautiful scene. There were a few little kids playing in the field below, and I envied them, reminding me how old I am..
A piece of the sky.
Was out with Phyllis and Qiwei on Thursday. Both i knew for quite some time, especially Qiwei, my childhood buddy since pri school. Ages had passed since i last met both, so it was a really happy day. Though aimlessly walking around in town, we had a great time chatting and listening about our lives. We even sinned at NYDC, huge choco drinks and delicious 'fattening' mudpies. Simply can't resist..
That night i went to meet up with cousins and their friends for X-Men 3. Cool show, expected plot, with a few unexpected twist. Didn't expect Cyclops to die so early in the show. Didn't expect Xavier to die. Was expecting Pheonix to be prettier, lol. Well, it was rather nice nonetheless. I just hope there aren't X-Men 4, cause that old man Magneto had his power back at the very last scene..
Friday was pretty stagnant, stayed home to finish my shows, and reading my recently bought book. Remember the sad jap drama I blogged about previously? Came across the real life victim's diary, and I was quite attracted by it. So here am I nowadays, trying to read all the chinese words, and luckily I'm pretty good with it. Went to cousin Nelson's place and stayed overnight, watching DVDs and stuff. Got home the next day around 11pm, bathed, chatted on msn, and slept soon after..
Feel like going overseas soon. I want to go on a trip, relax myself, gather my thoughts. I want to see things that can't be found in Singapore. I want to learn more about life. Hope I will be able to find a good partner for all these trips. Will be better if it is a group of friends..
I am interested to learn the Sign Language. Checked up the courses @ Singapore Association for the Deaf, and found that the cost is damn steep. It will take one damn long year to finish all the stages of the course, slow and expensive. I was expecting something more pleasant..
Well if anybody is interested to join me, let me know? Be it Sign Language, or be it overseas trips.
Its goner be a long week soon.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
For some unknown reasons, the nerve cells in the cerebellum are slowly degenerating. As time passes, the body will cease to move freely. Soon, you won't be able to stand and will require the use of a wheelchair. It will then be difficult to write and talk. Eventually, activities are totally restricted. And you will fall asleep one fine day, never to wake up again.
How will you feel, if you have this disease?
Will you still look forward to the future?
Will you break down and lost all hopes?
Will you be able to accept the cruel fact?
Will you still be able to smile?
Humans usually don't appreciate things until all became too late. Unknown to many, there are a few unlucky ones struggling to cherish. Fate have played a cruel joke on them, giving too little time to fulfill too many wish. They have no one to blame for their limited life, maybe only God if there is any. Not only they aren't able to have a normal life, to be a burden to their love ones, to be discriminated by all others, to have all dreams shattered, to have no future, living on is simply too heart breaking. Yet, to live on is the only wish that they will ever wish for, even if its only 1 day more..
When was the last time i watched a jap drama and had my eyes sore red? That would be almost 5 years ago. I could still remember i was so touched that tears just came down by itself. Today, i finished all 11 episodes of a new jap drama. Never had i ever cried my heart out watching a show. To be honest, i really lost count how many times my tears flowed. Thanks to the show, my eyes are super puffy and swollen right now. Perhaps its like the title of the show, i had cried "1 Litre of Tears"..
Humans have declared the 7 Wonders of the World. But haven't all of us overlooked the simplest things? Isn't being able to move a wonder? Isn't being able to talk a wonder? Isn't being able to think and feel, a wonder? To me, to be able to feel is the most wonderful thing. It gives me alot of thoughts. It tells me alot of things. It even showed me miracles..
Some people tell me i'm emotional, and i am proud of it. To live on in this world without feelings, that will be very sad indeed.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Monday, May 22, 2006
How bad can i be? *slap myself* Tried to make up by buying dinner but thats definitely not enough. So i smsed my bro hoping he can make up to her somehow, and i was correct, he didn't remember Mom's bday as well. (Oh my, Mom has 2 shitty sons to worry about..) He bought her some korean drama VCDs (that idea came from me..) and Mom was happy. Easily satisfied don't you think so? I love my Mom..
Mommy Happy Birthday ^^
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
1. If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
(Hardly seems worth it.)
2. If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.
(Now thats more like it.)
3. The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.
4. A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
(In my next life, i want to be a pig.)
5. A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.)
(I'm still not over with the pig.)
6. Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour.
(Don't try this at home, maybe in your office.)
7. The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.
("Honey, i'm home. What the.....?!")
8. The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field.
(30 mins..lucky pig! Can you imagine?)
9. The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds.
(What can be so tasty on the bottom of the pond?)
10. Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
(I still want to be a pig in my next life. Quality over Quantity!)
11. Butterflies taste with their feet.
(Something i always wanted to know.)
12. The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
13. Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people.
(What about both handed? Do they split the difference?)
14. Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump.
(Ok, this would be a good thing.)
15. An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.
(I know some people like that.)
16. Starfish have no brains.
(I know some people like that too.)
17. Polar bears are left-handed.
(If they switched, they will live alot more longer.)
18. Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.
(What about that pig??)
Friday, May 12, 2006
18th goner be Da Vinci Code, 19th is Over The Hedge, while 25th shall be X-Men 3. Goner be a month of eye opening shows.
Was having soccer on Tues night when i unintentionally overstretched my left thigh. It still hurts now, can't jog nowadays. Most prob Sunday goner be another game hope i'll be good in time.
Been staying home these 2 days watching VCDs. This korean drama(KD) that i had watched, 'Hao Jie Chun Xiang', is one of my favourites so far. Sweet romance, sad life, touching love, happy ending. A far cry from those dying and crying scenes most other KDs have.
Cheng Chun-Hyang is a sweet, intelligent and talented high school student. Without her father around since the age of 2, she and her mom worked hard to make ends meet and had a happy life together. Having Korea National University as her main goal in life, she worked really hard and always get fantastic results. Life is pretty good until..
One day she met Lee Meng-Long, son of a respected police superintendent, but also a rascal who is always into fights and troubles. With a little twist of fate, they ended up having to marry each other without really any love in between..
As time goes by, feelings start to grow. But just when things are getting ripe, 2 person stepped into their love life and tried all means and ways to seperate them. They did succeed, but their love will never die..
I love the way the couple love each other. So sweet, so cute. And the way a person can sacrifise everything unselfishly for their love ones, it is amazing and something i'm envious and jealous of. No matter how painful it hurts to protect, they will do so. Just the kind of love that i seek. Or maybe, everybody else too..
Perhaps all the girls i had met me are like Chai-Ling, someone that Meng-Long likes at the beginning, yet no real feelings in between. Not those 'i will die for you' kind of feelings. In our real world right now, love is like so cheap. You can get it anywhere anytime, but you will feel that something important is missing. Everybody no longer know or understand what real love is anymore..
I'll wait for my Chun-Hyang, no matter how long it takes..
Sunday, May 07, 2006
Woke up early in the morning for soccer today. Never had a game since donkey years ago? My legs aren't listening to me now and i nearly need an ambulance for cab. i'm so very exhausted right now and might just doze off typing this halfway.. Zzz..
Brought mom to Marina for steamboat yesterday! Supposed to be Mother's Day celebration even though its not the exact date. Anyway apparently it was her 1st time and everything's pretty funny. Though it was damn crowded and smokey but i guess everyone in the family enjoyed themselves.
My cute mom who didn't know she's caught on camera.
Neighbour's steamboat caught fire, no idea how they did that.
A scene taken outside my window. Guess dusk or dawn?
Taken by Xx at a junction in town weeks back. Lotsa TPs.
Recently got to know many of my cousin's friends. They are all nice people, but someone caught my attention. He is a good friend i can tell, but cousin told me many stories about him, he and his love stories. Apparently he is someone who keep changing gfs. The impression his stories gave me was he's just trying to enjoy himself with them. Most guys behave the same, i believe. But for his case, the girls just keep flocking to him, even though they know his expenditures. He's neither suave nor cool, but i guess there must be some factors. Well i'm not close to him so i'm not supposed to judge, but if things are true, then something must be very wrong..
Yeah i'll be meeting Charis soon next week. She's such a busy girl, have to set date beforehand. But i'm glad she didn't forget me and will still spend time getting me out. Looking forward. =]
Its the Euro Champ Final!
ARse vs Barca.
Big head vs Buck teeth.
Who will prevail?
I shall find out tonight.