原来当你真正心疼一个人时
你会鼓励她, 陪她, 逗她开心
即使自己多么的心酸也不让她发现
只会一直傻笑着
盼望她幸福, 快乐..

PS:
我竟然喜欢上了听文章的感觉
听着听着, 也就没那么寂寞了

你曾说, "不要想我噢~"
我微笑了
心也疼了..

要我不想你, 好难
要我不让你知道我多想你, 更困难
但面对你, 我依然会微笑的
我的生活就这样天天重复着
我有多么, 多么, 多么的不舍得..

文章说 "如果我只有一点点喜欢你, 就不会告诉你"
但, 我告诉了你, 那证明了什么?
文章说 "如果喜欢是占有, 那太过于自私和小气, 一点也不伟大"
但, 那是多么奢侈的心情, 我真希望我能贪心, 不让你走..

你喜欢别人, 我会祝福
你骗我, 我会宽容
你需要我, 我就伸出手
你丢下我, 我自己会走
你不理我, 我不会不理你
你关心我, 我坦然接受
只要你还在我触手可及的地方,
我就没有资格再奢求什么..

我会默默地等待
直到有一天
累了
心疼自己了
或许我就不会再等了..

现在, 我会让你安心的离去
就像这首歌


舍不得都必须要打发走你
可否不要 把我再望
否则只可拥吻你..

喜欢一个人

即使以后都不能再和她一起
即使她身旁的那个人不是我
只要她幸福, 只要她快乐
我都会支持她的决定

但.....真的是这样吗?

最爱我的,
被逼嫁给别人,
离开了.

我最爱的,
最后爱上别人,
也离开了.

还有一个,
说好一起共度一生,
要我和她求婚,
要生龙宝宝,
结果发现暗地里和别人在一起,
最终也离开了.

You...

You've been hurt.
You've given chances.
You've been hurt again.
You wonder if breaking up is right.
You wonder how is she doing.
You miss her so much.

You're such a silly fool...

Six Months Passed..

Can't help but looking back with regrets. All the memories, all the happiness, all the smiles on her face, all nothing but the past. The only pieces that linger now are uncertainties and heartaches..

One hundred and seventy three days of love.
Vanished overnight.
Is this real..?

What exactly happened..?

.
.
.

Our 6th Month tonight, spent silently. No hugs, no kisses, no smiles no laughter no shy moments. Watching her studying on webcam, many thoughts filled my mind. Will we really be alright..?

It's funny how feelings fade too easily.
We were such a loving couple.
Now, just like 普通朋友..



I love her.
So much that it hurts.
So much that I'm ready to let her go..

以前的慧丽..
如果可以..
就让我再见你..

我只想爱你.....

It's always depressing, regardless of friend or stranger, knowing that someone has cancer, and is in critical stages. What's worse, than hearing she is extremely depressed, looking so different from her old beautiful self, and had already given up all hopes? It is merciless, that fate always has to make its cruel choice, and that both me and you are only being fortunate this time round.

My colleague's niece.
I pray for her..

起初并没想那么多.
但后来, 却发现.
我真的爱上了,

【下一站，幸福】

愛情印象版


法庭的捍衛


小樂的床邊故事


米修米修~


以及, 好听的歌..


Ciao.

This Valentines..

..marked one and a half years of freedom, enlightenment, and solitude. Eighteen months before, I was packing my luggage and moving out of her place. Blamed no one but myself for yet another meaningless encounter. Adding on to the score of being cheated once more.

But this isn't about her.

I grieved at the fact that, why must love be so complicated? Loving someone, doing little movements that will delight her, offering exquisite gifts that show my sincerity, providing all the attention and care, to be with her, and it still isn't enough?

Quarrels will still occur. Disagreements. And after three years, one year, or six months, she'll simply say things ain't working out, which is another way of saying she had met someone better. In my last case, richer. Bye.

I dread such encounters. I don't wish to go through the same routine time and time again. Either let me meet someone who can love me for who I really am, or just leave me alone!

My emotion soared to a new height moments ago. It dawned on me that CNY and Vday occurring together is like a practical joke. Cold family. Crap love life. Double the dosage..

Either way, it's still a new year. Days still pass on, and I still have my aims to conquer, goals to meet, hard work to do. It sure feels good dumping all my excessive emotion right here. No worries, I'll be smiling tomorrow once more.

Happy 虎 Year!


Someone made me really pissed the other day too.
It should be the first time she saw.
Must have made her panicked..

Ciao.

Childhood..

This word has no actual significance to me. By the time memories begun to retain themselves, all I remembered were anguish moments and disappointments. Perhaps that's when appalling images of him started accumulating..

Before I even enrolled into primary school, I remember him waking me up early in the morning daily, like eight o'clock, just to buy breakfast and newspaper. The funny thing is, when the papers are sold out, or the food he preferred for that day ain't sold, I will get scolding. For what reason he gave, I really couldn't recall anymore..

I walked home alone from school since I'm seven. The cold empty house awaited me each time. Mother was out working hard for my living, seven years older brother was in school or out with friends, and him outside somewhere. Being home alone was nothing to me, gradually. Settling meals myself became a piece of cake..

Whenever I listened to aunties describing how they pampered their kids, I smiled. Not a sense of envy or jealousy. Just wondering how life could have been, if the person who is supposed to be important in my life, can be much better. If only he played his part in his responsibilities, forked out money for the family, put me to school and gave me food..

If only he could at least act like a Father.

Recently he gave my mom problems again. Endless whining, always criticizing. Sometimes I really wondered how mommy has been able to put up all these years. How would life been today, if she really went on with the divorce back then?

Nowadays I see myself more like a Virgo than Cancerian. I'd became quite a perfectionist, working really hard for the best of everything. For instance, I have been carrying weights and jogging regularly, wanting to be slim and fit once again. It just struck me one day, that I can have all the big bellies I want when I'm over fifty. Not now. Not twenties..

Now, I just wanna be the fittest, richest, most attractive, most fun, most devoted boyfriend, husband, father, and son, I can ever be.

Show you a glimpse of me recently.


Lastly, here's a little nice video to share.


Happy New Year of the Tiger folks.
Will be a great year for Pigs.
May I 扮猪吃老虎..

Ciao.