Sunday, April 30, 2006

Went Partyworld yesterday.

Met up with Elaine and GB in the noon and we sang at Clementi. Had a great time singing new songs, and trying those I had never attempt before. Enjoyed singing duets with Elaine. But perhaps I might have sung a little too many songs, the duo did'
t sing much. Can see Elaine was tired, and GB didn't really want to sing. Oh well..

Sadly, after the singing we went our own separate ways. GB went home to study, and Elaine went home for dinner. I wanted to meet up with Charis, been long since I last met her, but she's tired. Hope I'
ll meet up with Charis soon. Sweet girl. Anyway I met up with Xx instead at Bishan. We had Café Cartel, a little shopping after that, and she went to meet her friends at the end. Sigh..

Really wondering how she is doing nowadays. Missed her..

Recently saw The Wild. Hey, it's a damn funny show! Can't compare to Ice Age 2 definitely, but I dare say it is the 2nd funniest! Especially that stupid koala bear! Go catch it man lol. By the way I watched 2 shows today, Hitch and Cinderella Man. Both are nice, if you haven't watch it yet, do get the VCDs? Can always get me to burn for you too.

I sound a little monotonous today. Well, it has been a boring day.

Ciao.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Yo.

No inspiration to blog recently, mind occupied by many other stuff. Life is a little topsy turvy nowadays, woke up at night and sleeping in the morning. Feels like holidays again.

Went swimming days back. Realised I’m still pretty noob in the water. Most prob I won’t drown, but my free style won’t take me anywhere either. Had a good time in the sun though, skin are shedding now. Have been wanting to get a good tan. Maybe I’ll go again soon.

Watched Eight Below few nights ago. A nice touching show worth 8 bucks, especially if you’re an animal lover. The huskies are beauties I tell you, make me wanna have my own. Though the plot is simple, but there are scenes your heart will miss a beat. Go catch it, I recommend it.

Most prob will be having another ktv session with cousin later. Its fun when you’re with 1 or 2 close friends trying out songs you had never sung before. I love singing, even though I’m not David Tao nor Jay Chow. Many say I sing like Zhang Yu, not sure if that’s a compliment though. Bah.

Speaking of cousin, he is finally going to serve the nation. June is drawing near, any last wishes? Bwahahahaha *evil laugh* =P

To be honest I was pretty worried how is life goner be like when I was about to serve NS. Except for those ‘knock it down!’ and ‘sign extra!’, it turns out to be pretty fun. Though something drastic happened to me during BMT, I did enjoy myself for the rest of the time. My close friends should know, bout my dramatic breakup and stuff. Those 3 months held the most painful memories of my life. Nonetheless I got over it, and ya, felt like I had gone through hell and back again.

I still wish Min well, may her have all the happiness she sought, and the marriage be a blissful journey for both.

Days back when Xx asked me if I had ever chatted with someone on the phone till either one of us fall asleep, I recalled a lot of things. There’s only one person I had ever did that with. Chatted till so tired but yet unwilling to hang up. That was how sweet things were in the past. If only.. =]

曾经把爱想得太简单,

以为只要我存在就能让你取暖。

OMG! Rainny is back in Singapore!
*~*~WELCOME HOME~*~*

Don’t know why but I felt sad when you flew off last time. How I wish you’ll stay for good this time. Remember our promise, we will meet up someday..

Gosh, written so much tonight and I were complaining that I had no inspiration. -.-“

Ciao.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Been slacking..

Hanging around with my cousins nowadays. Went kbox today, tried a lot of songs that I have never thought of attempting before. A whole noon of off tunes and cracking glass. Realised my cousin improved in singing.

I really love sad songs..

Speaking of ktv, I am sad. Supposed to meet up with a few sec sch friends for singing this Thursday, but someone aeroplaned. Ditched us for a pair of free tickets to a sneak preview, how worse can things be? It hurts. I am not angry, just disappointed.

Totally..

人生是什么?
快乐和幸福又是什么?
是金钱?还是感情?
是朋友?还是爱情?
是活得精彩?还是活得开心?
是活得自由?还是活得有意义?

悲伤的事一个接一个,会快乐吗?
想得到的得不到,会幸福吗?
我有钱,也没人分享。
感情丰富,但没人欣赏。
朋友再多,也没人理会。
想谈恋爱,但没人了解。
23年的光阴平淡无乏,充满悲伤。
拥有的自由有限,毫无意义。

不去想,别人会说我缺乏远见。
想太多,别人又说我想法另类。
是天意弄人?
还是自食其果?


Think I�m too chim tonight. Just a sudden flow of thoughts. I really need a break from everything. I really need to go on a trip to sort out my feelings.

Recently I�m admiring a girl. She�s 22 years old, very talented, very demure. Its not the cuteness of her image, but the way she bring herself. A long tough route she had walked, a great success she deserves. I sincerely pray she�ll be blessed with happiness, and the days she spend in joy. Her name is Rainny杨丞琳.

Ciao.

Monday, April 03, 2006

Once again it has been a few days.

Recently met up with my sec school classmates for dinner. Remember the stingray I praised during previous entries? We had a feast there. It is very fun to meet up after a whole 7 years, chatting and joking about the past and stuff. Lotsa gossips lol managed to find out lotsa stuff we didn�t get to know last time. Memories.

Everyone seems to be fine. But deep inside I saw troubles in their hearts. Shall not mention who in particular, they should know who they are. I�m not a guru in heart matters, but I guess I just knew. Sincerely hope everyone will do well for years to come, and we will be able to meet up all the time.

7 years ago I used to have feelings for someone. I can still remember the pager songs, the messages, the CD, etc. I had a heartbreak during that time. 7 years later the feelings still linger, and meeting up triggers it every time. Now everyone have their own life, and I just care for everyone, just her more.

Some asked about Miss Tan, how is it going and stuff. I can only say it is just a feeling of mine, it came, and I responded to it. But I didn�t take initiative and I wasn�t convinced at all. To me, it takes 2 hands to clap, and when I am denied of answers I seek, I believe nothing is going to happen. It is a chore to love and care and hurt myself in the process. So I have decided to let go, and like the heart candies, it will fade away day by day.

Maybe I�m just a person with too many feelings.

I might be taking a trip to Taiwan soon, going for a stroll and breather. Thanks government for the 900bucks, though I had already donated 100bucks to Chen Su Lan Chidlren�s Home. The remaining 800bucks will do me good overseas.

I�ll post again soon.

Ciao.